mishy383

I'm not a person to blog about their day, I used to be but now I realise it's pretty much a waste of time.  Oh well, at least it's holidays.

And I'm also not deep and meaningful, but sometimes I like to think that I am.

Life's screwed me over a lot, course there's others out there who are probably worse off than me, this is MY BLOG so it's going to be about me.

But anyway, I like to see the positive side of things, though sometimes, for various reasons I can't.  Right now my mood is 'meh' if you know what I mean.  I really can't be bothered with much right now, maybe it's from lack of sleep, seeing as I have been playing Guitar Hero until 7am for the past few nights.

Sometimes I wish for more.  I wish for more things for myself, I wish I could have more thoughtfulness towards others, I wish that I would stop caring what others think about me, I wish that I could actually step forward in life instead of lingering about, dwelling about what has been and gone.  I wish for a lot of things.

Do I sound emo?  Cos I'm not.

Well anyway, this is something I wrote in year 10.  Just copied and pasted from my old xanga blog.  I kinda feel like I did back then right now, but I don't know why.  Probably just a phase, I'M STILL HAPPY.

	My life. I crack a smile at everything, To show that I'm not laughing. I  joke around with everyone, To show that I'm not playing. I greet you like it's a fresh start, To show that I feel used. This is not me.

oohhhkay thanks to anthy having no friends... =] i have joined livejournal. it is confusing. i am confused.

anyway. maybe i will post about my life later.

=D